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| so jamie wrote this, but i felt it should be
doubly emphasized here. i have my favorite parts. and i wrote a private
blog along the same lines. the favorable responses have just been the
cherry on top though :)
I hope Karma returns and sodomizes you
So
months ago, my roommate said, "What are you doing this summer? Are you
staying here? Because...I don't really want someone else using my room,
so I'm just going to pay for it through the summer."
Because she
had said she'd be staying here, I never had need to search for a new
roommate. Then, about a month ago, she comes in and says, "You do know
I'm not going to be here this summer, right?"
I respond, "Yes. You told me."
Logen,
"...and...I'm not paying rent since I'm not here.
..........soooo....because I'm not on the lease officially, I dont
really see it as my responsibility to find someone to take my place.
Just thought I'd let you guys know so you two (me and connie. connie
who really isnt on the lease.) can start looking."
Ok. Bills
included, it costs a little over $500/month to live here. Thirty days
to find someone with funds sufficient enough to pay $500/month during
the SUMMER when there are hundreds of cheap subleases to choose from is
NOT enough time. Especially when many students' parents require them to
pay for their own cost of living during the summer, and then they'll
resume paying in the fall when school starts.
The only way I
could compete with other subleasing prices was to double rent my own
bedroom so I'd be living with someone in my room dorm style, and leave
the smaller bedroom for one person. Then, roughly $350/month would well
cover increased bills for 3 people and the rent split 3 ways. Well
every roommate I could find except for one, bailed on me last minute. I
continued asking our little "Lucifer at the Tea Party" to keep her ears
open for roommate possibilities, seeing as I was having no luck. Of
course she said she'd send someone our way if they happened to ask her,
but funny thing here- last night her girlfriend told me I should have
had no problem finding a roommate because she had been "turning people
away" for her summer sublease. Now...Logen stays there all the time.
Logen and her gf are merged more than Connie and I could have ever even
attempted. There is NO way that Logen wouldnt have been aware of
allllll these homeless college students looking for a summer sublease
that supposedly costs near the same as my roommate lacking apartment.
All
right so now we're in the weekend before finals. I've found ONE person
who can afford $350/month tops. So of course, I'll take it. (Plus I
like her and she'd be a good roommate). Connie can only afford
$250/month, so she's at least paying for prorated time here until she
moves into her other place. Emily, the new roommate, has to be out of
her dorm by Wednesday. Connie has to be out of her dorm by Thursday.
For either of them to stay over longer, it will cost $50/day. Because
they each have to pay for their summer cost of living without parental
fianancial aid, $50/day would be bankrupting. I tell Logen this. I tell
her her things need to be gone by Wednesday. She says she has a
lacrosse tournament. I say, "Fine, move them out on the weekend."
[Now
mind you, her "things" consist of clothes, shoes, books, curtains,
bathroom supplies and a table she uses as a desk. The bed, the shelves,
the shower curtain, the dresser, the bathroom rug, the fucking sheets,
the pillows do NOT belong to her.]
Anyone who stepped foot in my
house can attest to the fact that all of the crap in my apartment 2
girls' dorm rooms full of boxes, bags, refrigerators, tvs, computers,
shelves and bedding was too much for the living room. There were no
couches to sleep on, my bed was full of crap because I was cleaning out
my closets in order to have places to store their stuff, so I was
sleeping on the floor, Emily and Connie, who are already paying to live
here, wanted a bed to sleep on. Because it is NOT LOGEN'S BED, I told
them just to sleep on that. Dont touch her stuff, dont use her table,
dont move her things- but sleep on the bed.
Saturday rolls
around, Logen's screen name is mysteriously back online again, but she
isnt' responding to my texts. She must be back from her lacrosse
tournament and she KNOWS that two other people have moved in and need
her to remove her few belongings, but we dont see her. Emily has a rock
climbing trip to make and Connie needs khaki pants for work, so boxes
and bags have to be dumped on the floor for them to find clothes they
need. I still tell them, "Just remember to keep it off of Logen's
stuff, keep a clear path for her so she can come in, grab her things
and leave with as much ease as humanly possible in this wreck of a
house right now." To the best of their ability, they do.
Sunday
drags on, Logen is still signed onto AIM and back from away on some
computer somewhere...but we still have yet to see her. Emily will be
leaving for a week, she needs somewhere to move her clothes that have
been dumped on the ground while she's gone so the dog won't rummage
throug them. I tell her to just put them on the bed. She does, she
leaves for her 10 hour drive to go climb.
Well while I'm out walking the dog and visiting a friend, I get this text from Logen:
"you can figure out how to pay the rent this month yourself" ....As if she even pasy it. Her parents do.
"Figure
out how to pay it yourself". Hm. Well, for Logen, "figuring out how to
pay" something means dialing her mom or dad's number in her paid for
phone, probably while she's riding in her paid for SUV and saying, "Hey
bills are due. I need more money." For someone else whose parents don't
(or can't) just drop cash at their child's beck and call, "figuring out
how to pay" means taking measures like begging for more work hours,
selling plasma, pawning your belongings or dropping out of college for
a summer or semester. Why she feels she has the right to tell me to
"figure out how to pay" when she doesnt even begin to understand what
that actually means, really irks me.
Her reasoning for not paying her portion was, "Your utter lack of respect has gone too far."
..............I
dont charge her water, I dont charge her for cable, I never charged her
for setup fees on anything, I dont make her pay the bills if the house
is a mess, I wait until it's cleaned, I asked her time and again,
"Please at least buy your own sheets for the futon. My little brother
bought those, along with everything else in the room, with his high
school graduation money and he doesn't want you using them." He left it
all for her, even though he's come back to visit multipile times, so as
not to make her have to go to all the trouble of buying new furniture
and supplies- but he did ask she not use his sheets. She still did....
Yes. Yes, Logen. I was very disrespectful.
I'm
the most- THE most unconfrontational person you'll ever meet. I can
assure you of this, without a doubt in my heart. However, when she told
me to "figure out how to pay for it on my own," that was the straw that
broke the camel's back for me.
If she could even fathom
understanding the financial bind she's put me in, realizing she
manipulated me out of $1,770 to the point I will still be 2 hours short
of getting my ring because I can't afford school, that I'll now be
gettting 3 jobs to cover the $350 worth of rent/bills that will be left
over each month this summer, then maybe she would show some sort of
sign of remorse. However, here's her away message today "theLogey: Off
writing a book about how I don't pity the poor."
Her mom and dad
still wipe her ass and pay for all of her bills, provide her with food,
reliable transportation, spending money and a phone, yet if you ever
read any of her poetry/randomly arranged words on paper that feign
creativity, you'd see nothing but the trials and tribulations of an
angsty youth, bitter and cold to the rest of the world for not
understanding her for who she really is........gay? Try... the cocky,
spoiled daughter of upper middle class white elitists who prides
herself in mystery and intrigue as a cover to her complete lack of self
understanding and fear of living an empty life alone. (For some people,
"bisexuality" is a cover for "All I know is that I need someone to take
care of me and someone to manipulate. If a boy doesn't want to do that
for me, then surely I can find a girl sweet enough to put up with me
and all my demanding needs." And "artsy" is a cover for, I don't really
have much talent, but if I do something that looks and sounds
different, the rest of the world may just be dumb enough to not see
through the shell of a person I really am.")
Alas, good riddance. This is bridge I'm glad to see burn, and with any luck, maybe she will burn as well. | | |
| i know i know. this is very conformist and lame and
myspace and all those stupid things. i dont care. its 1120. jamies
studying...and i'm bored. i have the exact same survey on myspace but
from the middle of summer. funny how things change.
LAST PERSON WHO...
*Slept in your bed: me, but besides me..jamie
*Saw you cry: honestly, i don't remember.
*Made you cry: myself really, i cry about stupid things, but nobody MAKES me cry.
*Spent the night at your house: jamie
*You went to the movies with: jamie. wow this survey is going to be full of that..crazy.
*You went to the mall with: jamie.
*Yelled at you: my mom
*Sent you an e-mail: some guide thing.
HAVE YOU EVER..
*Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
*Gotten in a fight w/your dog/cat/bird/fish,etc.: i fight with badger
every day. its a battle of the bras. we're about even i'd say.
*Been to New York?: NY state? no
-California?: no i do want to though
-Hawaii?: no but i want to
-Mexico?:
yes. cancun..playa del carmen..and aguas puercas( that means pig water.
it was hardcore third world but it was really enlightening. mission tripish thing)
-China?: no but parents have been
-Canada?: who needs canada
*Danced naked?: all the time.
*Dreamed
something really crazy and then it happened the next day: i had a dream
that a big black panther attacked my neighbor and the next day she had
a stroke...it was fucking weird
*Wish you were the opposite sex?: once a month every month...
*Had an imaginary friend?: nope
RANDOM...
*Red or blue?: red. mcmillen love. (usually blue though haha)
*Spring or fall?: fall. (my birthday )
*Are you bored?: why the hell else would i do this.
*Last noise you heard?: myself. yelling at gus for biting my hangnails.
* Last time you went out of the state/province: umm when i went to mexico..end of senior year.
*What
book are you reading now?: ugh. utilitarianism by mill, and kant
is next. balls. for philosophy. not exactly easy reads, but interesting
nontheless
*Worst feeling in the world: failure. in any respect.
*What
is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: depends on
what i go to sleep thinking...if its something important i usually wake
up in the same train of thought
*How many rings before you answer the phone?: a couple usually.
*Future
daughter's name: dunno if i want kids. i like different names though. i
like madison. but ask me in five min and ill change my mind.
*Future son's name: dunno.
*Do
you sleep with a stuffed animal?: not lately. i have jamie. she works.
*If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?: police
negotiator. weird right? maybe a judge. dunno... maybe one of
those aspca officers. dont make fun.
*Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?:righty
*Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?: of course
*What's under your bed?: which bed?
*Location: aggieland texas.
*College plans: finishing off A&M..then law school
*Do you do drugs: nope
*Do you drink: socially
*Who is your best friend?: its complicated.
*Other
great friends?: jamie, dora, sam, vanessa, im picky...so if i'm friends
with you it probably means i think you are one of the greats.
*What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use?: pantene pro-v
*What are you most scared of?: failing to accomplish the goals ive set for myself. not making a difference.
*What clothes do you sleep in?: ......what clothes? im allowed to wear clothes?
*Who is the last person who called you?: shannon.
*Who
do you really hate?: i can honestly say i dont have hatred for anyone. its a waste of time.
*Favorite number: 6
*Are You Timely Or Always Late: ....i used to be punctual. now not so much. thanks jamie. ..haha.
*Do You Have A Job: im lookin right now...any ideas?
*Do You Like Being Around People: absolutely
*Best
feeling in the world: kissing. that nervous kiss with all the butterflies. nothing
lustful, but passionate and filled with that unadulterated innocence
and honesty that a good kiss holds. ( haha but there aint nothing wrong
with the lip biting hair pulling dirty kiss either)
*Are you for
world peace: ..no i want everyone to fight and kill each other and piss
off? lol what the hell kind of question is that?
STUFF..
*Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: loved?in what
sense? not IN LOVE..you cant be IN LOVE till youve been with the person
i believe. i do believe that i've loved someone i had no chance with.
just not that whole complicated in love stuff.
*Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: ...complicated. not really.
*Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: i dont really have a "type" persay. if i like you i like you.
*Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: yeah. i dont do it often because
it consumes me. i'm picky so if i get infatuated, its a persistent long
term thing.
*Are You Lonely Right Now: no
*Ever
Afraid You'll Never Get Married: eh...i think everyoenworries about
ending up alone occasioanlly, but its not something im preoccupied
with.
*Do You Want To Get Married: one day
*Do You Want Kids: not sure.
FAVORITE..
*Room In house: bedroom. dont be gross. its just a relaxing place fo rme.
*Type(s) of music: anything acoustic floors me.
*Song: man i dont know. james blunt is nice right now. beautiful.
*Memory: how can someone have a favorite memory? i have tons of favorites.
*Day of the week: fridays. (boring i know...screw off. :))
*Color: navy
*Perfume
Or Cologne: i wear cool water. or romance on someone else? jamie wears
hollister stuff...i like htat...the abercrombie girls stuff is hot on
other people.
*Month: october
*Season: ooh winter is cuddle season. but summer is swimsuit season. its a tossup.
*Holiday: new years. ask me in five min. ill change my mind again. lol
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU..
*Cried: no. it takes a lot to make me cry.
*Bought Something: jack in the box for me and the lady.
*Gotten Sick: no
*Sang: i am ALWAYS singing. (but not in front of anyone)
*Said I Love You: yes
*Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: yes. so i did. :)
*Met Someone New: um...no
*Moved On: umm..no. but only cause im not stuck on anything right now.
*Had Sex With Someone: 
*Had A Serious Talk: not really.
*Missed Someone: sure?
*Hugged Someone: yes
*Kissed Someone: yes :)
*Fought With Your Parents: no
*Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be with: nope
*Had
a lot of sleep: between gus, badge, and jamie...who sleeps?
LASTS:
*Last car ride:car place and back. .
but i love driving. anytime im upset or frustrated or just need a break
thats what i do. long drives with nothing but your thoughts are
amazing. and relaxing.
*Last good cry: whats a GOOD cry exactly? crying is never good. last
cry i had was on the phone with a friend who didnt know i was crying.
*Last library book checked out: holy i dont know. i buy books i dont rent them.
*Last movie seen in theaters: end of the spear.
*Last beverage drank: grape. yes thats the entire name of the drink. grape. some albertsons brand soda.
*Last food consumed:pizza
*Last phone call: shannon.
*Last shoes worn: my tennis shoes.
*Last cd played: i dont have cd's. i have my ipod.
*Last item bought: jack in the box.
*Last annoyance: gus biting my feet. bastardo.
*Last disappointment: man..i dont know.
*Last time wanting to die: remembering embarassing moments and
cringing. that always makes me want to die but i wont tell you what
those moments entail
*Last time scolded: shit i dont remember
*Last shirt worn: class of 2005 t-shirt. ha.
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| well. HOOK 'EM indeed.
hookem337: i wanna tell you somethin
acepickleflicker: well sure
acepickleflicker: how about..
acepickleflicker: who is this?
hookem337: illl fuck your muck hole
acepickleflicker: mm.
acepickleflicker: sounds appetizing
hookem337: i know youre a dyke and all.....but i think i can pop a nut in yor gut
acepickleflicker: man you know, with a line like that...who could resist
acepickleflicker: man
acepickleflicker: what have i been thinking
acepickleflicker: with girls all this time
hookem337: this isnt a line....this is a rape warning
acepickleflicker: when i can have a nut popped in my gut
acepickleflicker: well thats swete of you
acepickleflicker: thanks ofr the warning
hookem337: yep.....the forecast calls for cock
acepickleflicker: lookin forward to it.
acepickleflicker: i've heard of hail and rain an such
acepickleflicker: cock would be a change of pace huh?
hookem337: yea....since all you had to eat is stinky twantch
acepickleflicker: i know i know, don't be too jealous.
hookem337: im sorry.....i bet it is very filling
hookem337: imagine this if you will.....my marble slab all in your
mouth.....then, wait for it.....spaztacular all over your tonsils
hookem337: i bet that taste better than that ol' pooch ranche youve had for dinner lately
acepickleflicker: ....hmm doubtful
hookem337: so i bet your pretty upset about the whole gay marriage ban huh
acepickleflicker: eh didnt really change much
acepickleflicker: twas already banned before the prop
hookem337: twat did you say
hookem337: so when are you gonna bend over and give me a peep at that greasy inside
hookem337: you fuckin dyke slut
hookem337: you make me sick
acepickleflicker: lol who knows
hookem337: im just kiddin....you rock
acepickleflicker: no need to tell me
hookem337: youve rocked many a twatchle in your day
acepickleflicker: not too many
hookem337: i know my vocab might confuse you....but make no mistake...im talkin about that stink pink
hookem337: ill make you sniff the inside
hookem337: what inside you ask???? the inside of my browny browny pie town
acepickleflicker: lol...very..imaginative
hookem337: right u are.......well im done saying my offensive
things.....and i truly am sorry if i have offended you in any way....i
hope you have a good night
acepickleflicker: you too
hookem337 signed off at 12:53:37 AM.
lol. comments anyone?
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..ive taken it twice. i got the surprise dyke the first time. but it was close both times...
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